Friday, May 18, 2007

Thank God for unanswered prayers

To steal a line from Garth Brooks, "thank God for unanswered prayers". I just recently joined a womens prayer group, and we are now currently in the midst of the Beth Moore study, "A Heart Like His". This study delves in depth in to the story of David. Now I personally love David, I've always felt a sort of kinship with him as he's so "human". Basically, he made a LOT of mistakes. And yet, the Lord LOVED David.... I mean, he was a man "after God's own heart". How amazing is that!?! David was rash, he was impulsive, but he was also incredibly repentant. His intentions were right, simply misguided.

This is exactly how I feel. You know how God tells us to be sly as serpants and gentle as doves....well I've got the sly thing down, but I'm about as gentle as a Mac Truck. It's just not my nature to sit back and watch....I'm a doer. But Christ tells us to rise above our own nature and take on His. No matter what "I" would do, I have to do what Christ would do. ......and how humbling to know that boy do I have a long way to go.

Back to unanswered prayers. This thing that I have been praying for, this thing that has taken up so much of my time. I've released it. It's not about me, it's not about IT, it's about God, and my relationship with Him. When God says no or doesn't answer a prayer like we wanted, he ALWAYS has something better in mind....ALWAYS! "Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so. Little ones to Him belong, they are weak but He is strong". ......I am weak, BUT....He is strong...... Nuff said

Another little tidbit from Beth Moore...... During the study last night, I came accross something quite profound...or at least I found it to be so. In her studyguide, Beth talks about having "faith in faith" rather than having "faith in the living God". Now I don't know about you, but that rocked me. Do you know how often I put my faith in faith!! Sometimes, I get so caught up in the process, that I forget WHO it is that I should truly be focusing on. What good is faith if you aren't trusting in God. How far are you going to get on an empty tank?? You get caught up in sacrifice, rather than obedience.

WOW! Where have I been?? Why am I only now beginning to work at my relationship with Him?? I mean, HELLO, I grew up in a Christian home, went to a Christian College....... Again, where have I been???

It's been an interesting week to say the least, but I'm so glad that Christ is working. "How loving and patient He must be......cause He's still working on me" ....... AMEN!

6 comments:

Our Family said...

Regina, I really enjoy reading your posts. You've been very encouraging to me. I pray that God continues to bless you through the Beth Moore study. By the way, have you done her Believing God study? If not, do it sometime. It's incredible!

Rachel said...

I am so glad you are blogging. You have so many deep insights to share with the world. Your heart is so precious and I love that about you, we all do! It is so hard many times to give our problems and even our joys completely over to God, but when we do what a relief off our shoulders! I love that he has already carried these burdens for us! I want to second that he is still working on me! I am not ready to stay where I am. I want to grow deeper and build a stronger relationship with him. Thank you Regina for sharing your heart!

Donna Strachan said...

I'm crying!! I love you so much, you know that. I will never cease to wonder how you can quickly see the light thru the darkness. What an example you have been to me thru the years, I am amazed. Praise Him in the storm girl!!
Love, ME

Anonymous said...

Regina, I love your blog! Remember me? WE went to HU together and I was in Shantih too. I miss all of the wonderful friends I had at Harding and I will be keeping you in my prayers. I have done the Beth Moore bible study too. It was wonderful. Have you read any of her books? I just read Ponderings, my MIL got it for me for Mother's Day. It was wonderful. Anyway, I hope you are well there in Chicago! -Jen (Mitchell) Rackley

Anonymous said...

Thank you for the reminder Regina! I have not done very many Beth Moore studies...that thought about "faith in faith" wow! That is very scary how easy it is to slip into that instead of the Giver of ALL!

flee said...

LOVED talking to you today! I've missed your voice and laugh!!! Keep your chin up homey! God is doing great things in and around you.

talk to you again soon...love you...flee